Saturday, February 18, 2012

n the wrath of God had the expression....!!

It was the summer-the summer most dreaded in northern India - heat waves taking its toll on people -like wrath of god. People who had chosen to play with the nature for their whimsical obsession with the tools n gadgets and so called advancement that had lead to destruction of the very nature , very genesis , very heart and soul of the world..
though any play with nature has its own adverse effects -the humanity payed price in too hot summers , too cold winters and extremes of climactic conditions which was again fought by people by there new nd new devices...where the race will end , nobody knew or bothered till they knew they can live the day
. Crazy that people did woke up to the call - however late it maybe . but seemingly the common understanding had no role to play in the manner the world was run, where matters of ecomony , profit making , selling urself was all anyone and everyone cared..at what cost was just out of question.
In one such world and in one such obsessd vialage lived a girl named Neena , she had grown to be strangley out of the world or any of its believe . Not being some divine power or cost soul in search of meaning . Not any one person saving the world stuff..it was just she was a struggler a struggler she was, with her own convictions, her believes and her feelings
. What drived her was not the perfect  sense of right or wrong ..or crystal clear understanding of the hightened sense of superpower or champions...
She was sadly a very normal girl , in society creeping somehow , trying to fit in the so called place the society ,often failing cause she dint wanted to follow the set norms.wandering amongst the jungle of life , not even like a monk with huge knowledge and powers..iT was her own battle, to her own self initially yet later it was an strange co-existence she had come to live. When driven by the sheer sense of wishes she lived the day and pulled through .in one such summer sitting at her office , a very boring place ofcourse -noone seemingly noticing the changes around n busy in their own messed up selves - ofcourse very confident and crystal clear of what future would be like and had in store. That she had decided its all over -she needed time to experiment - to live the life the way she wished . She resigned that day -
Just half an hour later a resignation mail was forwarded to the entire heads and she left with a bag -submitting her phone , her laptop the two burdens of her life .and decided to roam through the roads for sometime.Not agood idea one would say , but mind it she lived by her own convictions and wishes -and she wished to roam around .
 Throwh each lane she went , each picture she saw, she witnessed suppressed humanity , in need of menaing , poise and purpose.Somehow she was awaree that all those around her need the meaning -she found crippled by not knowing but soemwhow all managed to get along with it  as if nothing mattered ever.SHe did read follow ur dreams more often then any other thing , she did heard people talking about following ur instinct but to what extent it was followed she was unaware .Anyways enough of findin the difference between people and herself,she needed to quit she had , now onwards she will try what to find what ails her heart so much to be always in this incessant need of being anything then what she had folowing the socieal norm . enough of complaince I must say ...

What a bore !!no not always :).When she was happy , she was the happiest person around infusing the joy of being in the dull routine of people nearby. When she laughed it filled the joy in all hearts. Why and what nobody knew or cared for -just it was the bliss of the moment to live on.They loved her to be around.



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