Monday, November 28, 2011

Present that it is...............

Today all of a sudden filled with great new insights again.....I wanna pen down what is on my mind, thats what blogs are for. Sometimes when u know knowbody is ever gonna read it-u can take liberty to write whatever ur whim decides,assuming it to be the case I start on most optimistic notes.
The thing is I watched Kung fu Panda -n few of the dialogues in it -where real superb. Starting with the dream -"there is no charge for awesumness and attractiveness" that fun mood was set . Then the Panda -"detesting the idea of being me n living like me forever".well as u can associate any symbolic meaning to anything, it tempted me with associating it as the fear of people dying unknown unaware of what their destiny is-but living a sad monotone each day -to get along where they happen to be.OK the great master n his solemn belief on all things -on universe, its energy, on being driven by the world, n the universe directing ur ways - the inner peace it imparts. All such ideas that seem like the dream where flowers n petals adorn the way u walk, Hope and insight holds holds ur hand always,broadest universal is ur outlook; making the mightiest of things in the most elegant n composed speed like a beautiful dream . I luved the peach tree scenes n conversations there....lying down finding the inner peace -which directs ur each action of perfection. Then when post historic moment n manner of being chosen as the dragon warrior -when the panda struggles 3 days -as "true warriors never leave", only to say later -"watch this" , trying to run away n being told his own dialogue.
Then our hero, emerges to be quick to spot the ways to work -for the candy-so banal!!!ok not candy - but momos-only to be revealed that the myth of secret universal energy is u-
now somewhere somehow we want to believe this very statement n idea-only to go hap-hazard-overburn ourselves-get dejected n lost-n carry a burden on our inner being maybe a plastic monotonity to carry on..........n then one fine day , not overexerted with little to do's of daily life - when we see a movei like this - we relive our fancy n ideas of
what it ought to be like-why it seems like this was always the idea we were living with then how we ever forgot it, still a smile -rather inner smile n peace of mind whole day -makes u see the beauty all around.

I forgot all about the dialogues-lost in ruminiscence-ok here are others---
"There are no accidents"......
"thats why yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery n today is the present"
what better way to put it, the best part is all the words-history , mystery and present are not normal words-many ideas sprout in ur vivid imagery on each of them-
history u take interest in as an scholar-not more then that-not affected , no impact-mystery u look forward to -are amused as it unravels-n captivates the spirit of
continuation (maybe untill u get the divine gyan-knowledge is no comparison to gyan -isnt it)

Saturday, November 12, 2011

छिप-छिप अश्रु बहाने वालों- गोपालदास "नीरज" (Gopaldas Neeraj)

छिप-छिप अश्रु बहाने वालों, मोती व्यर्थ बहाने वालों
कुछ सपनों के मर जाने से, जीवन नहीं मरा करता है |
सपना क्या है, नयन सेज पर
सोया हुआ आँख का पानी
और टूटना है उसका ज्यों
जागे कच्ची नींद जवानी
गीली उमर बनाने वालों, डूबे बिना नहाने वालों
कुछ पानी के बह जाने से, सावन नहीं मरा करता है |

माला बिखर गयी तो क्या है
खुद ही हल हो गयी समस्या
आँसू गर नीलाम हुए तो
समझो पूरी हुई तपस्या
रूठे दिवस मनाने वालों, फटी कमीज़ सिलाने वालों
कुछ दीपों के बुझ जाने से, आँगन नहीं मरा करता है |

खोता कुछ भी नहीं यहाँ पर
केवल जिल्द बदलती पोथी
जैसे रात उतार चाँदनी
पहने सुबह धूप की धोती
वस्त्र बदलकर आने वालों, चाल बदलकर जाने वालों
चँद खिलौनों के खोने से, बचपन नहीं मरा करता है |

लाखों बार गगरियाँ फ़ूटी,
शिकन न आयी पर पनघट पर
लाखों बार किश्तियाँ डूबीं,
चहल पहल वो ही है तट पर
तम की उमर बढ़ाने वालों, लौ की आयु घटाने वालों,
लाख करे पतझड़ कोशिश पर, उपवन नहीं मरा करता है।

लूट लिया माली ने उपवन,
लुटी ना लेकिन गंध फ़ूल की
तूफ़ानों ने तक छेड़ा पर,
खिड़की बंद ना हुई धूल की
नफ़रत गले लगाने वालों, सब पर धूल उड़ाने वालों
कुछ मुखड़ों के की नाराज़ी से, दर्पण नहीं मरा करता है।

One of the best poems I ever read ..........

आशा का दीपक -दिनकर

वह प्रदीप जो दीख रहा हइ झिलमिल, दूर नहीं है;
थककर बैठ गये क्या भाई! मंज़िल दूर नहीं है।

चिनगारी बन गयी लहू की बूँद जो पग से;
चमक रहे, पीछे मुड़ देखो, चरण-चिन्ह जगमग से।
शुरू हुई आराध्य-भुमि यह, क्लान्ति नहीं रे राही;
और नहीं तो पाँव लगे हैं क्यों पड़ने दगमग से?
बाकी होश तभी तक जब तक जलता तूर नहीं है;
थककर बैठ गये क्या भाई! मंज़िल दूर नहीं है।

अपनी हड्डी की मशाल से हृदय चीरते तम का,
सारी रात चले तुम दुख झेलते कुलिश का।
एक खेय है शेष, किसी विध पार उसे कर जाओ;
वह देखो, उस पार चमकता है मन्दिर प्रियतम का।
आकर इतना पास फिरे, वह सच्चा शूर नहीं है;
थककर बाइठ गये क्या भाई! मंज़िल दूर नहीं है।

दिशा दीप्त हो उठी प्राप्त कर पुण्य-प्रकाश तुम्हारा,
लिखा जा चुका अनल-अक्षरों में इतिहास तुम्हारा।
जिस मिट्टी ने लहू पिया, वह फूल खिलाएगी ही,
अम्बर पर घन बन छाएगा ही उच्छ्वास तुम्हारा।
और अधिक ले जाँच, देवता इतन क्रूर नहीं है।
थककर बैठ गये क्या भाई! मंज़िल दूर नहीं है।

Thursday, November 10, 2011


Well its about IIT Faculties .....

U own a solution not the problem ...n what is more important ?? Problem!!!
so attack the problem in its originality - let the bandwagon go its way - ur not a fly to rush with multitudes....create something of ur own solution n proudly patent it n keep it for aeon's .thats simply unimportant for world the thing is in finding the unique problem n appreciating in a original manner.That comes from CS faculty Gumaste Sir.

Sarva Sir with his infinite coolness n goodness is favorite of one and all.
Its like you have given a mentor than guide.You yourself are ashamed if u din't do something required before meeting him.He is a genious - n a great motivator.

Agashe Sir -his presence entails decades of experience dealing with all
kind of student's. He is way ahead than all your lame excuses. Though he
can try to be serious he is damn gentle at heart. His own little tweeks n remarks here n there teaches you way more than any textbook can ever .
He commands respect n infinite liking of all his students.

HP Sir is God, I am yet to attend a full fledged course of his. Yet he is one person of whom students are scared of. Yet he is one of the best faculties
in the Insti, his video lectures can easily be the guide of how to tackle doubts of students . n how to approach the logics n funda's of any topic.He is an inspiration.

Like wise Sule sir's concern of impact of everything on national issues cryptography etc. In this front DC fails to inspire maybe cause he's not too much into idealism n his own unique way of sarcasm is an instant push....but whatever motivation is a great factor in iit proff's..its infectious.........luving being@IIT!!!!!

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

not just Vector space.......whats in a Space

Are u Normal - has changed its meaning with new dimensions and conjugates attached
properties to see n associate
when vector space is all around and spanning it needs full rank
nullity .........
no I can say - I am not Normal
Unitary?? Oh Don ask.......
how about nilpotent - well stop there n then
Normal would be fine
just to define
The Space is Euclidean or Riemannian
who cares less??
till u can have a notion of Operators n Functionals
don ruin the fun -of geometric interpretation
Like a line within circle being a tangent
n Circle just not being finite
thats not the type
lets go back
to check eigen values
n characteristic equations
n find the kernel -to define the world
change ur basis -if it don fit
check for bijection/isomorphism
but first of all check for linear independence
whats so special of monic polynomial
is it something like being minimal
or whats with this companion form
and A-invariant subspace

Sunday, November 6, 2011

What is the way from A to B...........

I remember one day in life when it haunted me in my dreams......What is the way from A to B...........with an exam at hand and scooter to checkout the teacher who can explain the question to me , in 7th or 6th standard , it all seemed funny to me that day....what kind of question is it??

Now some 15 years after that day - today its all around me -
Ask me what is the way from A to be B - I'll put up lot more questions back to u - which network is it ur talking in terms of , which kind of architecture and devices u have at hand .....n all the blah blah more it is a weird meaningless dream ,its a reality with lot of answers and associated complexities associated. Today sitting in class - when the proff asked the same question ,as mine 15years back I cudn't help but smile at myself .with a fond memory - What is the way from A to B...........!!!!!n the green scooter i drove that day seeking person who can explain me the question at first place......

Today it can be a graph theory question , a routing question n god knows what all n what not......

Indeed strange are some events in life....with no explanation ,yet what we can feel of it n associate to them ......

I am really surprised by these small nuances that keep on coming quite often .spanning years n life's.....!!!

i refuse

i refuse to take tension in life
i refuse to follow the line
i refuse to give u a fake smile
i refuse to wait till it subsides
i refuse to be blind
i refuse to be captivated by unforseen future
i refuse to judge me by ur standards
i refuse to disbelief in wishes
i refuse to take the word impossible
i refuse to stop questions
i refuse to tread the way u visualize
i do what i want in life
i do whatever catches my fancies
i do what i find worth doing
enough people are in the race
i wont be a part of it
enough people die each day
i'll live till my breath last
enough tamasha is around
lemme just simplify my world
will u see where it leads
will u object if its bliss
will u follow ur own whims
will u propagate rumours against self help
go ahead - but lemme just live mine
ideas n tasks that actually
lend meaning to some life
provides a way to follow the dreams
lessens pain around n inspires millions
following blindly - the mad race
against life , against time n againt world
lemme just seek the path - i trust
custommade for each as per the person........

world don need nymore resources
let just people have scope, to be out of box