Mother ........

n again the mother had known that child was in trouble
she was restless throughout previous night , until she realised
it had to be her child , then she had called her
the awkward silences - did no good - she knew all was not well as said
she sat praying to lord to give her child strength
she sat, tears in her eyes,  she couldn't give her child a world perfect
it was she -responsible for the fate of her children
she should do a better job
but what can she do -??they are just so far
all the technological accessories failed to project the reality
she sat brooding and cursing the wicked false world
she sat thinking she should never have let her child go away from her
till it was night - n she called again
beta , do take care , take no tensions - all will be well
n the child wondered -how could she know -with no words
when none in world can understand the sufferings she bears
when noone spots the tears in eyes as she sits with a fake smile
unknown undisclosed, on her own
adding more emotions in god's show
like a madness soon to pass
she discards all events, on her part
yet the mom knows - her child needs care
how ?? how can it ever be
mom why u have to be so emotional, so sensitive, so intuitive
please be tough n make me so
a real tough robust person
please don't be protecting me forever .......
please teach me to trust the divine ways ......