what is it...........

What will you give to the world
When you are gone
What will you be like
When you are no-more

Does it really matters
How many days you are alive
Or is it worthwhile to make all smile
What is the search that keeps you occupied

a clarity that's missing of this jumbled life
Isn't it funny you don't recognize
When the things are here,
In present, like a bliss unfelt
Yet you long for it desperately when its gone

What is it, my dear, that's haunting your life
You laugh, you smile, you live, you rejoice
Yet a meaning, a purpose, you can't find
You hide, you scream, you mess up in turmoil
Yet no conviction comes and grabs your arms

What is it, my true self , that you want
Have you ever thought of the mind that drives
of the heart that feels, of the joy that exalts
Have you ever appreciated what the life bestowed
Its way or waylessness of the path you chose