living an aberration..

the clouds of doubt
linger high
they want to settle
if I am good enough
then only they will subside
good enough in my pursuits
good enough in what i do

the clouds lingering overhead
with strange emotions n quest
validating a point
measuring the turmoil
standing besides in dearth
else feeling the sky's heights
larger than life on earth

ahh why it has to be decisive
why u want the traits to be inherent
when u r whatever u learn
y not wish and achieve
why not learn n grow
y keep measuring the length
to satisfy your ego

why u need to compare
ur existence with others
y not just go ahead
and do what u love

sheer emotional fools
devising such fancy  loops
to be lost in this world
n then wonder
what am i doing here
as ofcourse u r wasting time
u r making yourself an aberration

hiding behind doubts
all your life
trying to be something
u r not..