y do i do that?? is this question - haunts u every time, u feel, now its different?
Today in a nice, but out of the blue, discussion of believe - be it atheist or nature believer or on a holy being, very nice perspectives turned up. Question was whether u believe in some supreme power or something and how to look at world from that frame of believe. For one- an element of divinity - be of gods or of nature introduces an all together different dimension and place which is otherwise very difficult to explain. While those who consider in evolution, as in human action and reaction and a continuous impact of the collective driving the world to whatever course, well this philo definitely has many unexplained things to worry about. While I know as the physics progress's we get to know more and more about the nature of each matter.
But at the end of the day, we are still very far from explaining and understanding whole lot going on, on earth. For one, I don't want to explain...maybe because it won't be as fanciful and beautiful as i associate it to be. And two- its so big and messed up to find a pattern and deduce logics..that i don't even wanna try..
But whenever i wonder of why how and who -- this supreme power, seems to be guiding me through an inner voice, through an ever strong presence and notion that its just a existence to live the voice's call..I call it existence at 2 planes..physical and spiritual -- am sure it must be in many religious texts..but its something i did not learnt from a text book and choose to follow..but its something i grew to believe in..in the process of my life and undergoing each and every fall and rise and many others inexplicable mood swings and span of pain or depressions..when how of the world and why of the world seemed to be your own burden...
Well still I dictate what transpires in my life..do seems like a nice faith, to believe in..walk everyday
with the notion your acts are somehow bringing all the good and bad in this world.though deriving it is almost impossible yet anything is possible, doable -- if only we all, as collective believe in it and go for it..Yet walking down the road, with the head held high..it never brought a complete faith in anything, in me, whatever that me be, the body, its acts or the soul...or the group ..as a whole..
But the creation is the work of one supreme creator and the work of creation is not random, at the whim of the moment but
evolutionary - as n when he wishes he inserts a new trait and breed and
improvises and mixes ...Though he is not sitting with each string in his hands, pulling it whenever he wishes and not all is predecided and set. But he does intervenes at times, guiding the course and leading and attaining an equilibrium from all the different sources. When things go out of hands, drastic steps too are not far fetched.
So one day if a mafia decides to dictate terms and make all walk their way..for a evolutionary being, it would lead a chaos in world.. but to those with a play of divinity -" the hope would survive, any upheaval, to guide and rise in the time of need..
What is created, needs to be destroyed as well..hence the chains of birth and death. Without one, other can't exit and go on nonstop...it has to come together. Yet it seems cruelty sometimes, misfortunes or nature's wrath. Whatever it is..its not collective human conscience thinking of putting a collective end for sure..
Then what is the nature of this world? Is it this complex? Difficult? No if only u can belive in there's other perspectives I don't know, other reference and plane, where notion of good and bad -- is way different and broader..that you can't understand it in your framework..maybe its a catalogue of how each is gonna spent its life on earth, but in the end its just an event beyond human intellect... atleast as of now..beyond any studies domain as well..u can praise it, sing u, glorify but can't deny or ignore it...
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