thanks ........

thanku for ur infinite care
thanku for patient listening
its just so wonderful to know u exist
so far- but there -with ur loads of love
pampering n teasing n uplifting my spirits
like a rock to lean on
don't u know - what i feel
but u do - ur remarks
ur exquisite laugh
seems all in agreement
ohh how can i tell - how much i love u
shall i run to meet u
to see u n chit chat
oh my dear - how many thanks
u are just so different n pleasant
n the elegant , the flowery tongue ur bestowed with
just cant stop laughing
ur a bliss to the eyes
so lively n so alive
so smart , yet like a child
wanna hold u forever - n listen to ur pranks
stylo no 1 - my hero
thanks tons for being there for me..

universal brotherhood

they could never have disrupted ur nerves , had u been ready for the shock
do strangers ever run ur world ?? when they do - ur doomed
how could they decide for u , when they are so unaware
maybe one size fits all rule cant leave the docile mind
haah..friendship n love n thy tests.........
which one to take n which to leave
ridiculuos is ur outlashing
for the champions of universal brotherhood
i want to put a question mark
at the very end of brotherhood??
which brotherhood n why brotherhood only??
is it again a gender-bias,
shall i call it humanhood then
baah - its so useless- its just a hood
where's the human to enclose in a hood??
or all are already draped in a veil
donno - i would like to see the naked face
behind the roudy conduct
i would love to know the why's of acts n thoughts
for most lofty notion of "humanhood"
needs some lofty analysis
theres no question of sisterhood??
cause how does it matters anyways
man has been ruling the world
bar 1 or 2 glitches
n its harmony there we seek
universal" is again a catch
i would love to broaden the span of the world
isnt it intriguing myth- "world's a temple"
full of well wishers - playing n laughing n celebrations
well -have u heard of obsession
where will it fit in the string

love an amazing word

well isnt love is just amazing -
when ur gripped in its magic
u cant see - the obvious
for u r totally into dreams n stars n charm
n flowers n moon n sea
suddenly the world is filled with smiling people, loving couples
joy all over , trust , faith n love
u see the world as most beautiful thing ever
ur paralysed by its impact
justifying ur stand n state


then when its gone with a bang
the emotions are again irrestraintable
incessant childish cry
as if repurifying act
suddenly all will be practical
there will be ways of the world
there will be tasks to do n targets to meet
there will be uncaring world
n u'll see urself -out of the world moving
as an unwanted n uncared for entity
ur existence will seem gloom


so love consistently - either ur work or ur lover
but do love - for its whats d essence of world

T party .........

T party has always been my favourite , anywhere and everywhere in this world. I loved T as a child and almost all my gr8 frns have shared most evenings sipping hot steaming tea with me..n I fondly remember those days when i remember them......it was t party of boston that led people gather n unite for a gr8 cause of American Independence and so is the case with T parties all over-they are purposeful and memorable simultaneuosly..time gone when we used to invite people to have a tea at our home , that way the socialising went those days

Life -a beauty

World's indeed a beauty
so is the Life
but like any other movie
Villain always lies
deep within, hidden and hurting
paining your conscience
U march with airy passion
u dwindle with fuming heart
u learn , u enjoy, u cherish
u cry, u explode, u perish
and still u get driven
drifted to a new fairyland's fancy
seeking refuge in the inexistent
u the same -the architect
of ur own world , ur own dreams
ur search never stops ...
yet thoughts turn insane
n darkest time accompanies the fears
indulging in useless pursuits
thats not upto the mark , thats untrue
as a imposed viewpoint --ur forced to take
but again the storm will subside
this weariness will pass
u just go on with patience
n the hero will triump again........

Is it loss, is it gain,is it love,is it vain

Is it loss, is it gain,is it love,is it vain
what is it that so engrosses thee
that all seems so blissful n all over serenity
the hypertexts are lost, the undertone is gone
its just a beatific smile n charm enfolds
are u the answer i seek??
am i apt to judge n not be overwhelmed by superficiality
was it that bad as i project it to be
iridescent scenes of life , jaunt of delight
looking forward to one glimpse , one fond smile of truth
jovial, copious flowers , coquetting trees
oblivion to corporeal world

in a dreamy flowery stream
the passage of bliss of enlightenment
of enchanting peococks and koels
but as u go- u'll leave a song behind
that i will sing and wonder -of the beautiful times

I remember u.....

no I don love you,but still when the night falls in-
I remember u.....
No I don look forward to meet you
but the first glance I throw around ,
 I search for u
No I'm not conscious , yet I feel an awkwardness when near
and an emptiness when away from u
how can I love u??
 ur so opposite
yet in absence of any other thought, I entertain urs
in the sleepless nights when I miss u .
unable to reach the stars- I keep awake -
counting seconds and listening to silent breeze
Then n there I become all yours
till the day dawns in with the thought
I am happy this way
Yte I know within my heart of hearts -
its to last a short while
for I do love you..........
Its just a matter of time , to recognise
n when the eve will take me in its brace
I'll again loose me ..to be all urs.......

Form Love takes...........

Love -what form u take
n at what unmindful place
as someone with loaf of bread when ur alone n hungry
as a word of faith -in time of tumult on some hoarding
as a stranger with abundance exuberant humour-in ur acute deficiency phase
as a fond smile of unconditional love- when ur on verge of disintegration
what i remember -on fondest ruminences as God n his presence ??
thousands of parties n bash at food joints??
hundreds wishing me on my victory n toasting to glory ??
or the days with no relevance but fun -roam ,stroll n chat
no -not at all -its all too superficial to leave a presence
but its the memory of being helped unasked for, in most unexpected manner
of cared for ,in divine ways most perfectly, by perfect strangers
its instants when i dint knew what i need and was provided for
its those forms of love -God takes, i marvel at
when u lay -with just a deep humble
n a desire to extend the same divine hand of faith n love
to those who require it - the the same unexpected junctures
the good within each human ,
the virtue behind the veil of vice
the truth behind the saddist hatred
its in that truth i seek - u my lord
n the forms u take to uplift ur child
n sustain the truth -as forever form of love

Lemme have a glimpse of the true Hero......

who could behold the enormous strength
of mind, of elloquence,of intellent
where on earth was another hero
he was to be the one for long
the true hero of humanity
a saviour in true sense
his glimpse would have been uplifting , his words enchanting
come again n lemme hear -what left the world mesmerised n charmed
what showed them the right from wrong
what beholded them in the thread of humanity
lemme hear ur words - lemme hear u in person
whats this enlightenment
n whats the quest of purity
whats god , whats religion -whats the correlation to humanity
if u were here now- i would have treaded to u
to see- what u mean by the words so written
to get the glimpse of only person - i look upto as a hero
a century back - away from the world wars - utter ruin of humanity
u lived n envisaged a better world - of unity n brotherhood
n it did listened to u for sure-
untill the Nazi's turned -to huge devastations
then where were ur preachings gone??
what ur disciples did??
what u would have done - if had been present at world scene??
the questions just don leave me
n d wishes - to turn back n see
a hero - in words n speech , a hero in life n for centuries to come
unparallel - one of a kind - n a ideal for billion lives
who wont see him , wont meet him
just formulate a charm of him - addressing a gap-mouthed audience
n imagining all the awe n wonder of that pretty land
of the moments you walked on the pious land
n will feel a strange upliftment
ur sayings adorning walls- reminding them that u lived
as reality not as some words written down centuries back as epics
as an embodiment of the spirit of it
what would you do - if were here now??
in the times of global warming n distrust
in time of so called competitions n computers
what would be the form for this stage??
what message would u propagate -for this crowd
so short on everything , from time to patience
gimme a glimpse of the hero - the true and only hero of the world
a world saviour - in real.........!!!!

Radha- a noone....!!!

Now again Radha realized
she's no-one -
never does she counts
what rights , which opinion??
haah - she is supposed to spring up with actions
on order of more intelligent lot
the self proclaimed knoweth it all's
her voice , her views are just immaterial

ohh she was engaged in many a brilliant talks -but it was a ploy to trap
she was a friend at equal terms - till she tread the laid path
but ahh soon she was a bitch - with her own ideas

they wondered  how can it ever be
why don't just exist n tread the asked lines
n live happily -
else we are the mature people
and we may decide to shun and abandon u
you dislike it ???
as if the choice ever rested with you !!!

anyways short lived things are often fake
happy for the short lived pain
happy for the break of chains
happy for rediscovering my voice
happy that I am not that lame
blind people , silly ideas -how far could go
there's delay but the truth must reign as the end

Radha must know to keep her silences
not give illusions of conformity anywhere
there's no need to put up with dirt
cause its never gonna lessen
unabated it will go

what God had in mind - I can't imagine
but maybe the most beautiful creature of the world
needed to be lamed somehow , tamed somehow
else how will the show run
so he gave silly ideas n notions of beauty all around
n let her shower her exquisite self -till it hurts
n then again -she won't learn but repeat
that way the show keeps running
n with an added charm
of events unforeseen

Lord -a plaything am I
in thou hands
pull me here , keep me there
lend me sense n take it again
but your flash n presence
is indeed what it takes
to accept u - in all amusing plays
n acceptance I have gained for you and for your ways
I won't put up with the silly thoughts
cause there's no better thought to entertain then yours

But Lord tell me just once - why you had to cripple like this?
but of course its a show -not to be boring
and ask saddistic questions
So lemme be a humorous joker here
lemme not cry n weep -but crack silliest jokes n
let all laugh to charm thee mighty lord!!